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Published on November 6th, 2017 | by Sara Barratt

God is Stronger than Our Brokenness




Can I be completely honest with you?

I don’t have this thing called being a Christian all figured out.

I struggle. I sin. I rebel. Yet somehow I’m still loved. I’ve felt captivated by the very presence of God, so close as if I could touch Him, and I’ve also cried as I asked, “God, where are You?” I’ve run—both toward Him and from Him, and ask myself again, “why do I do the things I hate to do?” I’ve heard the enemy whisper in my ear, “You’re a failure. You’ve failed yourself and you’ve failed God. You’ll never be a good Christian. Why even try?” But I’ve also sensed God’s pleasure as I seek Him.

And through it all, I think, “Shouldn’t I have this figured out by now?”

I know I’m not the only one who feels this way. I’ve heard Christians young and old say things like: I feel like I’m failing God. I don’t understand why it’s so hard. I’m a terrible Christian. I’ll never be enough to satisfy Him.

At one point I asked God, “What’s lacking? What do I need to work harder at? Do I need to pray more? Read my Bible more? Tithe more? Serve more? Witness more? Memorize more? Do more?”

And deep in my heart, I sensed Him saying, “I don’t want your more. Give me your all, and I’ll give you more—of Me.”

We’re a generation of strivers. We’re constantly working and seeking to do more and be the best. We have a vision and goal and we’ll do anything to reach it. Naturally, as Christians, we also have a vision of what we think a Christian should look like and how a Christian should act. We strive for a status of perfection, but ultimately, in our humanity, we fail. So we label ourselves, and speak words that say: God is disappointed in me. I’ll never be enough. I can’t make the cut. I’m hopelessly broken.

In our striving to be the model Christian, we end up trying to add to our salvation, become worthy of it, or even try to earn it.

In short, we live like Jesus’ decree of, “It is finished” isn’t really finished after all.

The enemy knows this weak link in our humanity, which is why he tries to implant in our hearts the thought that what God wants from us is more. He’s tried to boil down Christianity, and turn it into a list do’s and don’ts we should be able to manage on our own, without Jesus.

But Jesus didn’t die to save us so we can handle things on our own and feel like we have to do more.

God doesn’t need our more.

He wants to be our more.

You see, anyone can do the acts—the more—of a Christian… even a non-believer! Work that is vital in a Christian’s life, but not what defines our salvation. What sets us apart isn’t the quantity of our work, but the all-encompassing flame of love inside our hearts, compelling our actions.

If Satan’s diluted Christianity were true, then the way to eternal life would be up to us. We’d be going back to before Jesus came to earth, where the way to forgiveness was paved by the cleanness of our own hands and the acceptable offering of our animal sacrifice. We would, in truth, be able to take credit for our salvation.

But I can’t take credit for anything, least of all the unimaginable grace offered to me.

When Jesus died, it set us free from the bondage of our striving. He shattered the pattern and the need for constant sacrifice to atone for our sins, because He is the ultimate sacrifice, and the only one we’ll ever need. He died to show us that He is enough—so we won’t have to be. He died to reveal that He doesn’t need our more, because He is more.

On my own, I’ll never do enough or be enough. I can never satisfy the impossible standards the Christian culture tries to place upon me. I can never lift this burden from my shoulders. I can never give enough to cover my sin.

Thankfully, I know the One who can.

All I can do is give Him my heart. My all. My unconditional love and surrender.

I don’t think I’ll ever have it figured out. And I’m glad of that. If I did, I would have no reason for Jesus. No reason to daily return to the foot of the cross, in awe and worship.

At that cross, the master switch took place.

My death for His life. My brokenness for His healing. My flaws for Him, the spotless Lamb. My lack for His unending grace.

I’m realizing it’s okay to be broken, because there is a Healer strong enough to take on our brokenness.

There is One who is enough, when we’re not. There is a King who is our more. There is a Restorer and Mender who can wash and sooth our weary hearts from the lies and burdens so long placed upon it.

And He’s standing right beside us, holding out His hand, and whispering, “Come, my beloved.”

The cure for my brokenness and inadequacies isn’t more of me.

It’s more of Him.


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About the Author

Sara Barratt is a youth leader, writer, avid reader, chocolate lover, and “I Love Lucy” fan. A regular contributor for The Rebelution and Top Christian Books, Sara has been published on numerous other blogs including Lies Young Women Believe, Know Your Value and The Overflow. But the most important thing? Jesus—let her tell you about Him sometime. Connect with her on Facebook (https://www.facebook.com/sarabarrattauthor/ ) and at her website sarabarratt.com



  • Re-reading this and oh! How I needed to hear these words, Sara. Your way with words is so lovely and profound! Thank you for sharing.
    P.S. I love your blog!
    P.P.S. I LOVE “I Love Lucy” too!
    https://createinmeblogger.wordpress.com/

    • Sara Barratt

      Aww, thank you so much, Faye! I’m so blessed and humbled that God used these small words to speak to you! You’re so welcome.

      I’m glad you like my website! It’s still not quite done, but almost there. :) And *high five* I’m excited you’re another Lucy fan! :)

  • FadedSketch

    I’m sure like most people, I can definitely relate. I find myself asking Him the same things, do i need to do “x” more and so on. Thank you for writing this nice reminder. ^^

    • Sara Barratt

      Thank YOU for reading it! I’m so blessed that you can relate and that this spoke to you. God bless! :)

  • Such a beautiful post, Sara! Thank you for sharing!!

    • Sara Barratt

      Thank you, Sara! You’re so sweet! <3

  • Savannah A

    *But Jesus didn’t die to save us so we can handle things on our own and feel like we have to do more. God doesn’t need our more. He wants to be our more….And He’s standing right beside us, holding out His hand, and whispering, “Come, my beloved.”*

    Oh, Sara! What a beautiful reminder: Jesus doesn’t need our more–He wants to be our more. Thank you so much for sharing!

    • Sara Barratt

      Indeed. Isn’t our God so gracious and good? Thank you for reading, Savannah! I’m so humbled that it spoke to you. :)

  • Chris

    Wow! I so appreciated this article, Sara. I really needed this reminder. I also struggle with thinking I have to do more and be more. And I think most people do. So I thank you for reminding me that I don’t have to be this way. Jesus is my more. And that’s all I need. :)

    • Sara Barratt

      Amen! Thank you so much for reading, Chris! I’m so glad it blessed you! :)

  • Thanks Sara! I needed this article today. I needed to be reminded to surrender again and again to Christ.

    And it went so well with an article I read today from The Gospel Coalition’s website titled “The Jeans-and-T-Shirt Orthodoxy of Rich Mullins”. I definitely recommend checking that out!

    • Sara Barratt

      So do I, Seth, so do I. That’s why I wrote it. :) I’m humbled God used it to bless you! Thank you for reading!

      Thanks also for recommending that article! I’ll check it out! :)

  • Cindy

    “He doesn’t want our more. He wants to BE our more.”

    Indescribable thanks to you for this article, Sara.

    • Sara Barratt

      You are SO welcome, Cindy! Your comment made. my. day. :) God bless!

  • I agree! I think that the only Christians who say that they DO have it all figured out are saying it because it’s the “Christian” thing to say.

    • Sara Barratt

      That’s true, Joye. I’m the first to admit that I don’t have it all figured out…thank God for His indescribable grace! Thanks for reading and sharing your thoughts! :)

  • Courtney Peetz

    Beautiful article Sara! And so absolutely true, too!

    • Sara Barratt

      Thank you, Courtney! I’m so glad it was a blessing to you! Thank you for reading! :)

  • Wow, thank you for writing this. It is something I needed to read today and it was such great encouragement to me. Keep writing Sara! <3

    • Sara Barratt

      Oh, Ashley! You’re so very welcome! I’m blessed beyond measure to hear that this was an encouragement to you! And yes, I will! <3

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